i hope someday , people just don't hurt my feelings this bad .
That girl♥
I.LOVE.KYUMIN
Hello,my name is Jessica , or also known as Jess . I came to this world on the 17th of January 1997
I'm currently 12 & my star sign is Capricon .
I study in CHIJ (Kellock) & I'm proud to be in 6 Jacaranda .
I'm just a schoolgirl like many of you ,& I love people who are humorous .
I LOVE MY DONGSAENGS .
I have many idols , but my heart will always belong to SUPER JUNIOR (슈퍼주니어).
Forever & always a suju lover.
Forever & always a Sungmin lover.
Forever & always a Kyumin , Ryeomin & Yemin lover.
Forever & always an unnie of Joanne , Celine C. & Michelle.
Forever & always a friend of Weiqian , Trisha , Julene , Regina , Chuhan & ect ect .
Forever & always Jessica.
& I'll never change .
I hate people who are competitive in knowledge ,
I hate people who does not call me by my name .
I hate people who simply can't shut up
when someone else is enjoying watching her show.
I hate people who takes someone else's things ,
& when the owner wants them back ,
she doesn't want to return them.
Watch out if you're one of those.
I may currently be very close to you , it does not mean you can be easy with me .
Don't laugh when I'm angry , or you'll be in for it.
Don't rub the anger in my face , I'll really hate you then.
This person , you know who you are don't you?
Michelle , Weiqian , I know you both will think its you but its not . Julene , Joanne & CC too.
HAH . i love the four of you(:
I love people who respects & calls me by Jessica , or Jess .
I love people who do not wallow in self pity.
I love people who are CLEAN & Nice-smelling ^^(LOL)
I love people who does not spread secrets .
I love people who does not push & pull me around as you wish.
I love all my CLOSEST friends .
Enjoy my blog(:
-SASHARI♥;my lovey ! <3
-JOANNE♥;my kyuhyun lover <3
-CELINE.C♥;my hankyung lover <3
-WEIQIAN♥;my jesseca liu fan<3
-JULENE♥;my doleful <3
-MICHELLE♥;my ryeowook lover <3
-TRISHA♥;my innocent girl<3
-FANGMING♥;my siao char boh <3
-REINA♥;my corn-eater <3
-CHUHAN♥;my yoyo player <3
-JIESEE♥;my bubbly girl <3
-CLAIRE♥;my great artist <3 Love is something that never leaves you. & When it doesnt , you just can't bear to delete any names . & even if you do , you will add it back someday . Because it NEVER leaves you .
i became close without me knowing . & closer . & closer . then i got pushed away so far i can't see what i was before ..
hello everyone .. listening to the song for abandoned dogs by yesung & sungmin .. if they had sung a song for abandoned people just like me .. i think it'll be great .. kyahh .. i don't know why my mood is so down .. i just want to be a happy girl again .. i'm sooooooo unloved .. not to mention uneeded .. i'm just so down .. so anyways .. the KL trip was .. nice . especially rooms 1911 & 1902 . so happening >33 hahas ! now my song is sung by JL's yesung & eunhyuk , & my eeteuk & sungminnie >3 eunhyukie's voice very very very very very CUTE . not to mention minnie's & yesungie's voices . gorgeous . however .. teukie's sounded kind of motherly . teukie OMMA . hahas ! i wann go plaza sing later uhh .. if i feel better .. if not go halfway my tears spill i'll be so embarrassed . somemore my eyes are still PUFFY . yesterday fetch mother from airport .. took MRT .. save money ..so reached terminal 2 .. took the wrong skytrain to terminal 1 instead of terminal 3 .. then searced around for the skytrain to terminal 3 .. so finally waited .. saw mother .. she asked why my eyes so puffy .. so i say i slept late .. whch i think is one of the reasons .. i couldn't sleep till 3 in the morning on fateful 6th of november two-thousand-and-nine . unneeded & unloved . so thn went home .. went t FB .. i dunno why .. replied tags .. then downloaded the abandoned dog's song .. & the song eeteuk , eunhyuk , yesung & sungmin sang together ! xD so .. thats all ..
once again i bid farewell , but i'm just numb inside .
her sweet memory was written @10:29 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
blame me for being too sensitive .. but you really hurt me .. & hurt me alot .. i've never been this close to anyone before .. & seeing you hurt feelings .. especially MY feelings .. it hurts more than hurting .. i guess i'm too sensitive .. too naive .. that i actually want to believe .. that from the starting .. i really meant something .. not just used .. i'm too sensitive .. too.. sensitive.. little hints become big things for me .. i didnt know being too observant hurts .. & while i'm trying to recover .. it feels as though i can never.. regain myself again .. it feels wrong being myself .. it feels wrong being used .. it is plain wrong being too sensitive .. but not wrong to feel hurt .. & hurt more than i can take .. i guess i'm in the wrong ..
her sweet memory was written @6:32 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
hello everyone ;DD i'm currently blogging in joanne's house . hahas .xD WQ & JL also here & Janelle . LOL . kayys . today went t school . saw regina . talked . sent . JL photos of SJ . LOL . okay . then assembled . talking t joanne all the wae ;D went up t class . talked & listened to music . went for ipw . LOL . kkays . thn went fr recess . ate my lunchbox stuff . LOL . thn talked again . LOL . then . assembled . talked somemore . :B then then then then :/ went up t class . talked t regina . LOL . eunhyuk rawks ! donghae rawks ! kyuhyun rawks ! sungmin rawks ! yesung rakws ! YAY xD LOL . so anws . had fun in school today . LOL . after school , went with joanne to the bus stop ;D met JL & WQ . took 123 to tiong xD then went up comic connection . dunn hvae new cards . bo-ring . ERMM ERMM ERMM . only got 1 donghae , many shindongs & ryeowook . wq bought donghae . LOL . LOL . LOL . then we went to more than words . bought some things . went t pop . the hot pink hurt my eyes . & we were all happy . LOL . went to KFC . bought exacty the same things . then went t sit down . started talking . laughed like crazy over some things . then talked about face puffing out according to joanne . then ice melting . hahas . talked about how to handle those psychotic deranged outragingly obnoxious flashers . LOL . whatever . anws , to . brenda . LOL . thanks for cheering me up uh ;D you're the best . iloveyou ! xP will call you later . or text whtever . LOL . nvm . chatting with brenda on msn now anws . hahas . anws hors . i'll miss the people not going for KL trip . thank you very much for being a friend today . i'll stand by you forever(: sleep well tonight everyone ;D
her sweet memory was written @5:34 PM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
halloes everyone , haelloes dongsaengs ^-^ KYAAAAAH . last night went to bugis . LOL . saw the VAIO notebook . the smallest one . smaller than our sch diary nyah . but nv buy . the price hurt my heaart . LOL :/ thn heavy ran . chionged in the rain to iluma . got damn wet . super . LOL . so thn went to eat dinner . thn went to comics connection . okay 1st thing - the price WAS hell . 2nd thing- the price IS hell . 3rd thing-hte price WILL BE hell . GOSH . so much so i love suj alot . still the price is totally off my budget . since some peole who hate SJ might be reading this nw , i shall tell the dongsaengs tomorrow . so anws , i'm currently thinking about the intimate project . so dongsaengs, think too . LOL . lets buy cola tomorrow . LOL :/ fr you all knw who . anws , this morning , went t church . went fr the service ;D thn bought teens magazine which i currently want t tear like crazy . at the cover they wrote SuJu big big so i bought . buy laready flip through , 1 stupid paragraph of SJ . woah i was cursing mentally . alright ,LOL . wasted my $3 . went home & slept . thn watched V countdown . sorry sorry dropped from #13 to #16 . GOSH . tn just watched . minnie looks good on tv ;D now chatting with wq dongsaeng & kerena (: okay . sleep well everyone ;D dongsaengs , saranghamnida xD oh yeah xD edit . replying to tags here xD To- 28 Oct 09, 22:13 Weiqian-dongsaeng , thanks for tagging . loves . 29 Oct 09, 19:38 Regina-jiejie . thks fr tagging xD 29 Oct 09, 21:23 , 21:26 Michelle(:-oh . yes yes . sure xD already texted you . first step is completed xD love the intimate project . emotions rock xDD 29 Oct 09, 22:36 TRISHa-trisha(: thks fr the tag . suju power . LOL . thks . 30 Oct 09, 21:54 Ga-In and Tiffany fan-hahas . you must be a big fan cassie xD thks fr your tags ;D 30 Oct 09, 22:22 Weiqian-DONGSAENG >3 LOL . thks fr your tag ! saranghamnida xD 30 Oct 09, 23:01 JL-hahahas . hyuk-jae hwaiting ! minnie hwaiting ! 30 Oct 09, 23:33 Weiqian-SUNGMIN SUNGMIN SUNGMIN MINE ! hahahahahas . minnie minnie minnie mine . LOL . 31 Oct 09, 14:14 Weiqian-hahahas . i LOL-ed TOO ! hhahahas . donghae hwaiting ! 1 Nov 09, 12:02 JL-YEAPPS . looking at the time , did you go t church ? HAHAS . random ! donghae hwaiting xD 1 Nov 09, 17:33 Michelle(:-dongsaeng ah , you are too paranoid :/ not all is you . hahas . some apply to others as well mahhs . saranghamnida >333
okok . i love dongsaengs >3
her sweet memory was written @8:28 PM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
hallos all xDD hehe . i'm currently pissed with YT luhhs . you all know who lahs . so irrtating lahs . just now i went for the crescent open house . so had the school touur , principal talk . WTH LAH. tht YT right . i smile t her , she gimme that stuck up look . DISGUSTED . in school act kind , outisde so kns :/ anws . heck care her . FATSO . currently listening to TWINS . hahas . tonight gonna go iluma . will buy stuffs for dongsaengs if there are any :D okay . till here xD
her sweet memory was written @1:34 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
kekekeke . HALLO again(: today . WENT TO SCHOOL xD sat next to regina & checked her forehead . very hot . talked then .. after awhile . JL came(: gave her eunhyukkie holding up waterbottle picture . LOL . then wq came . & others came . then talked . sent JL suju songs . then lined up . talked to joanne . said a prayer(: then we had t go up t class , just to fill in the whiteee form(: thanks cass for helping me ;D hahas . LOL . high-fived michelle cause we both green passports . so funny . then lined up . went down . got into our group . was with cc , michelle & joanne . but spent most of the day with wq , JL's , trisha's group , ect ect ect . LOL . then we boarded the bus . sat with michelle . watched TWINS MV . then read my totto-chan book i brought to school . kekekeke . i read halfway , very bored . so . i dunno . LOL . then thought reached . super ecstatic . but never . we stop down there fr dunno wht . started being SOOOOOOOOOO hyper . played heart love game . say until damn loud . JL & WQ joined in . then we got the beat wrong . hahas . then JL WQ finally got the hang of it . so played & played . play until tired . then reached finally(: mrs kuan talking & talking . but we sending songs . LOL . hahas . then she said cn start CLEANING*coughs* but then . i started writng SJ on the sand . Super Junior / Sungmin Jessica . LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL . cass started writing SNSD(: then JL stepped on my beautiful SJ . hahas . then she wrote eunhyuk & julene or something . with a heart . then i stepped . LOL . hahas . then me , JL , wq & trisha started building sandcastles . after awhile , wq went to the toilet . i was still building mt everest(((: JL was burying trisha's hand . then realised there were many flies around the area whr we building . then trisha said we were at the poo place . then we quickly run somewhere else . built exact same thing again . hahas . then played music . LOL . then say assemble back there . we were talking . thn mrs ng came . scold us . heck care . continue talking . then they started chionging . then i felt my rubber band break so i stop . then suddenly trisha poped out of nowhere . SHOCKED . LOL . then we were like , "we're abandoned .. they dunn even know we're left behind..." LOL . then we reached . GOSH . went inside to sit . me & dongsaengs HLG(heart love game)-ed again . then waited for some time . before we went to buy food . then ate & talkd at the same time . after that it drizzled . talked about acid rain & how it got into my drink . haha . then started to rain heavily . went to burger king . LOL . then decided to get drinks . told cc & trosha to take care of our stuff . then in the end nv buy . LOL . then queued up outside . call us go in agn -.- fed up . then we all listened music . in the bus . sat with cc . started falling asleep . jerked up cause my fone vibrated . went back to sleep again . when i woke up . i saw many faces . LOL . then went back t class . played HLG with JL , WQ & michelle . LOL . then talked about stuff . laughed like mad . kaykay . bye everyone . COPIED FROM EUNHYUK - Going to sleep going to sleep going to sleep jessica is going to sleep must sleep . LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL / kaykay . bye ;D dongsaengs , saranghamnida ;DDDDDDDDDDDD
her sweet memory was written @9:15 PM
HALLO(: i'm here to post some vids for the dongsaengs(includes JL & WQ , LOL . welcome to our family((: )
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&&& . SPECIAL SPECIAL SPECIAL . SPECIALLLL ! heechul's damn funny english . damn cute here . just 43 secs of your life(:
YAY(: i'll post about today . after this post . let dongsaengs watch first . okay(: next post people ;D
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her sweet memory was written @ 10:29 AM